I mentioned awhile back that we were moving to a new apartment. I really didn't want to go through with all the hassle of moving, but we needed something bigger and closer to Hannah's sitter. Our lease on the old apartment wasn't up until today, so we had put off completely emptying and cleaning out everything. And so this weekend was spent painting, packing, and cleaning every inch of that tiny place. I wasn't expecting to become emotional, but when the pink walls of my daughter's nursery were covered in the standard neutral, and the itty bitty fingerprints were wiped off the glass door, I started to see that the home we made there was being erased.
This was our first home together. The first place that Wytmer and I shared and our first adventure living without our parents. This is where my belly grew round and full with our first baby. Where we spent entire Saturdays huddled together on our over-sized couch watching old TV shows on Netflix. Where we walked out one day as two, and came back that night as three. Where, somewhere between the sleepless nights and first smiles, we became parents. Where we watched our daughter learn to smile, roll over, sit up, crawl, and stand. This home was our beginning. And today we said goodbye.
So while Wytmer finished up in the other room, I took a few pictures with my phone. I walked from room to room, remembering.
This was where Hannah's crib was. Where I watched the rise and fall of her chest in the dark and where I found her awake and smiling in the morning.
This is where I chased Hannah around when she learned to crawl. This is the fireplace that she was dead-set on getting in until we barricaded it off.
This is where I baked birthday cakes and made bottles of formula in the night. This is where we burned a few dinners, poured a few glasses of wine, and scooped out countless bowls of cookie dough ice cream.
This was our home. We have a new home now, and I know that we will have just as many wonderful memories there. Our home is our family, and we will always have our memories wherever we go.
XOXO